Hey Momma... It's been 7 years to the day that you've been gone now... It still doesn't seem real to me. I pretty much just live in denial most of the time... I get through the days just sort of lying to myself and thinking we've both just been too busy to get ahold of one another, but deep down I always know you're gone. It hasn't really gotten any easier deal with. I've just become more secluded and numb to pretty much everything these days. I exist in my own little world... which is fine with me since the world seems to have gone batshit crazy anyway. What can I say besides the obvious..? I sure do miss you... I still try to remember what you told me while you were living... about how you'd always be with me when the day came that you left this world, but it's just not the same... I miss your hugs, your smile, your voice, and just having someone in this world that actually got me... you were really the only one. I'm not sure if you ever truly knew just how much you meant to me... I always tried my best to be the best Son I could be but I can't help but feel like I fell short in some ways. I hope you always know how much I will always love you... you are forever missed... I still carry the Kandi Rowe flag and keep your memory alive... I will for as long as I live... I love you Momma... Rest easy... ❤
Playing my song for you today... It says everything that needs to be said about you not being here...
